MY WISHLIST FOR 2012

So, this is my first post for the year 2012.

First of all, I apologized for neglecting this ugly blog of mine. People questioned me why I've been so "passive/dormant/quiet" lately. They didn't see me being active on Facebook or Twitter. I got my own reasons for that. 

First, I don't feel like updating everything about my personal life. I'm not a celebrity or whatever it is, so there's no need to keep on updating everything about me. Second, I don't feel like talking much. Silence is better sometimes and I need some space for myself. Third, I'm avoiding some individuals. You know who you are. 

Now, shall we go straight to the main topic?

MY WISHLIST FOR 2012. *it's more to checklist, I guess. kekeke*

1. LOSE SOME WEIGHT

This has been part of my wishlist for last year too. I failed this mission last year. It's not that I didn't lose some weight. I did lose some but I gained it back. Sigh. Food temptation is hard to resist, you know. So, I'll be starting back from bottom and this month will be the starting benchmark for this damn hard mission.

2. TRYING TO BE A BETTER ME

For the 1st half of year 2011, I think my life was quite fun and exciting. I experienced a lot of things. However, I encountered depression and demotivation a lot in the 2nd half of year 2011. You may think that I lied but it's true. I guess my anger management is getting better. You can ask my brothers how bad my temper is. They know me the best. I love you, my three little musketeers. 

3. HOPING NOT TO FEEL LONELY AND EMPTY ANYMORE

I have a loving family and they are the most precious individuals in my life. I have a clique of friends that cherish my life. I'm grateful for having them as part of my life. Somehow, I always feel that there are emptiness and loneliness feelings engulfing me lots of time. Feels like there's a hole in my heart that needs to be filled up by something or someone that will lead me to happiness.

4. IMPROVE MY LANGUAGE SKILL

English, Arabic and Korean: I don't think explanation is needed for this issue. You know what I mean. 

5. I SHOULD BE MORE OPEN TO OTHERS. Show people the real me. Don't be too secretive.

6. STOP DOUBTING WHETHER QS IS THE RIGHT PROFESSION FOR ME. Just go with the flow. I've chosen this path and I should not regretting it.

7. SHOULD I GET A PERM OR SHOULD I JUST STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR? I had enough of short haircut. I love short hairstyle but I want to keep it long this time.

8. I SHOULD RANSACK MY WARDROBE. All those unnecessary/unfit/outdated stuffs need to be thrown away.

9. MAKEOVER FOR MY BEDROOM. I need a lively, cheerful environment for my room. 

10. MORE PERFUME COLLECTION. I'm a perfume addict. So what?

11. MORE STORY BOOKS COLLECTION. I read less last year. Failure.

12. I SHOULD GET MYSELF THESE THINGS BEFORE THE NEXT SEMESTER STARTS: External Hardisk and Pendrive. *Note to myself*

13. ACNE-FREE. kekeke. 

14. I WISH FOR THIS. Can anyone give me one? Just kidding.

Nikon 1 J1 Interchangeable Lens Camera

15. I WISH FOR EVERYONE'S HEALTH AND HAPPINESS. That is the most important one.

Take care, guys!