06 November 2009

trouble is a friend...

Posted by siti_kay

title di atas hanya sekadar pembuka kata shj. mungkin ada berkaitan dgn post ini. cheh, kurang asam jawa betol la.

seriously, i hate my laptop. x tau nape brg secanggih ni asyik restart tiap kali aku on laptop. even after aku reformat laptop aku. hurmm, ada bahagian2 yg hilang ke dlm laptop aku ni? *sigh*. xpe la, karang bila aku blk miri aku suroh cousin tolong servicekan laptop aku ni. rasanya nk tukar g window7 kot. x nk pakai window 2oo3 ni lagi dh.

okay, ahad ni aku ada paper utk Building Services II. hurm, belom well prepare lagi & xde mood nk study skrg ni sbb otak aku masih bengang dgn paper Cons. Eco I. tambahan pulak aku takut mcm byk paper yg berkemungkinan sukar utk aku skor sem ni. hurm, aku kena susun semula perancangan ni. at least belom terlambat utk memperbaiki strategi. aku nak AD tp peluang semakin menipis & akan terus tipis. huhuhuhu. usaha ct usaha. lepas tu baru ko tawakkal. cheh.

apa lagi aku nk ckp ek? oh ya td aku g meeting utk exco bomba. dan aku x expect yg aku akan jd bendahari 2 utk kadet bomba uitm. perghhhhh. aku plg x suka jd bendahari. dh kira ok ape dulu aku pegang jwtn exco publisiti & informasi. tup tup, diorang cakap aku dinaikkan pangkat jd bendahari 2. TAK NAKKKKK. apsal la dari zmn sekolah dulu sampai la skrg org suka sgt nk bg jwtn bendahari tu kt aku. hurmmm, pikul jer la tanggungjawab tu. dh org amanahkan kt kita, so jalankan jer la tanggungjawab dgn baik. nk jaga duit ni bukan senang. aduhai. dlm hati ni sbnrnya masih terkejut sbb aku kira baru2 jer jd exco sem ni. tetiba pulak diorang inform aku jd bendahari sem depan. hurm, terima kasih la kt org2 yg mencadangkan nama aku tu.

ada 3 paper lagi yg tinggal. x lama lagi habis la semester 3 aku kt uitm ni. sekejap jer rasanya sem ni berlalu. mcm baru semalam aku masuk register utk sem 1. next sem aku dh masuk semester 4 & boleh dilabel sbg senior dh. then, the other semester aku dh g praktikal. then, masuk sem 6 blt. tadaaaaa habis dh kehidupan diploma & hello kehidupan degree. hurmmm... semakin meningkat tua. hoho. ish, x lama lagi bakal berangkat pulang ke miri. sebahagian dari aku suka & sebahagian dari aku x suka. nape x suka blk miri? cuma aku shj tahu jwpn nyer. hoho.

p.s:
-selamat hari lahir yg ke-19 wat khairunnisa zafirah a.k.a yuyun. hahaha. oit, tua dh ktk ya. udah2 gik berolah...
-betapa aku kurang menyenangi jwtn bendahari sampai aku highlight word tu guna warna merah.

04 November 2009

156th

Posted by siti_kay

this is my latest layout. it's ugly, i know.
i had to change it due to some error occurred in my previous layout.
although i'm not satisfied enough with the current one but i just have to accept it.
gonna fix it later during the holidays.

hurmm, i had my hostel registration today.
due to my observation,
the management in uitm sarawak is totally SUCKS!
many people complaining & questioning about the systems & the management here and the answers given are so lame. not going to explain in detail about what was happening today.
there's no use talking about it anymore.
i wonder how uitm sarawak can win that Anugerah Kualiti. hurmmm. *sigh*
lots of unfairness happenned.
what a poor management and poor us as the students here.
i guess they should throw away that award. they don't deserve it. perghhh.
enough of it.

p.s: mad + sad + frust + guilty

01 November 2009

selamat hari lahir, mak ku sayang!

Posted by siti_kay

saya sayang mak. rindu dgn mak. rindu sesangat.
rindu nk dengar mak membebel awal pagi. istilah yg selalu aku gunakan utk mendescribe pembebelan mak ialah "radio dh bukak dh". hahaha. jahat kan aku? hehe
rindu bila mak ketok tingkap bilik suruh aku bangun pagi (bila mak tgh menyiram bunga kat luar la)...
rindu kt masakan mak.
rindu nk tido sblh mak & pelok mak kuat2 masa tgh tido.
rindu nk memasak dgn mak kat dapur sambil gosip2. hahaha.
rindu nk g breakfast dgn mak kt restoran favourite, CAFENIKA.
mak selalu cakap bila nk g breakfast or lunch kt luar, "call ayah, kita nk g mkn kt luar ni. haha". mentang2 la restoran tu dekat dgn bank tempat ayah kerja, mak apa lagi...nak suruh ayah belanja la tu.
rindu mak pelok before gi exam. skrg ni, wish thru phone jer. huhu
rindu nk g shopping ngan mak. shopping baju or apa2 jer brg masih okey lagi. kalau nk g "shopping" pokok bunga, jgn harap aku nk join. hahahaha

buat ibunda tersayang,
SELAMAT HARI LAHIR YG KE-49. SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR & MURAH REZEKI.
KAMEK SAYANG MAK <3


p.s: rs mcm nk balik miri skrg ni gak...

31 October 2009

happy birthday miak kecik!

Posted by siti_kay

masih belom terlambat rasa kalau nk wish something budak nih.
actually, aku dh wish dh kt budak ni semalam.
tp post kali ini hanyalah sebagai pengganti hadiah yg x sempat aku nk beri mlm tu.
ada sumthing aku nk bg tp x sempat nk buat mlm tu.

so, happy birthday anna!
xda apa2 yg kmk dpt merik ktk melainkan satu pelukan & post tok jak.
iboh berolah. iboh emo selalu. jaga dirik bait2.
study smart. pa gik ow? byk nk pdh, klk la pdh.
take care my lil' star...
aok eh, jaga selembu ngan hagu-chan bait2... =p


HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

30 October 2009

crappy...

Posted by siti_kay

done with my BEL311 paper today. gonna sit for measurement paper tomorrow. hoho. no gap and it's sucks babe. haha. well, stop complaining & continue doing your revision. hurmm, what i can conclude about the BEL311 paper today is it is quite confusing. i know english subject is not a tough one but i'm having a bit of difficulties & i messed up my references section. blame me, i forgot how to write references. well, i got 38/50 for my bel carry mark & i hope that it will help me this time.

well, i want that AD so badly but i have to forget about that at the moment. i've lost the confidence to score that AD again. i performed really bad in my previous tests & quizes for this semester. i don't know what's going on with me. i don't know where my spirit has gone. i can feel that i will not perform very well this semester. yup, i can feel that & it crashing me down. people keep saying that i can score that AD again & my family is hoping that i'll excel again this time but it seems like so hard. everybody is counting on me & this pressures me a lot. =.=

i'm not a very genius, smart, brilliant or whatever it is. i'm just a normal student that depends on books a lot. i'm not very good at crtitical thinking or explaining something. i am bad sometimes. really really bad when i'm not in a good mood. i tend to be mad at people around me easily. sometimes, i don't even care to know about other people when i'm really in a BAD mood. i don't talk a lot when i'm with people that i rarely knew. i'm quite passive with unknown person (that shows that i'm unfriendly towards people). but i'm very talkative with people that i'm closed with or with people that i feel so comfortable to mingle with. i'm choosy...perghh... *slap me* =/

hurm. love life? i don't know how to describe it. let it remain as a secret at the moment. i don't mind if i'm being hurt. let just be me be the one that makes him happy. i don't want to play around with anybody's feelings. i don't know why i'm very heartless towards guys. is it because my heart bleeds a lot? hurmmm...i talk crap whenever it comes to the love issue.

28 October 2009

untuk awak...

Posted by siti_kay

aku sayang kat seseorang ni. mmg syg gler. hati yang resah & kacau pun boleh jadi tenang kalau tengok dia ni. aku dah jatuh hati kt org tu dari sem 1 dah tp aku senyap jer. aku x nk ckp. biar aku sendiri jer yg tahu perasaan aku kt org tu. cemburu mmg lah cemburu kalau tengok dia dgn org lain tp nk buat mcm mane kan. wpun sebanyak mana aku kapel, xkan pernah ada yg dpt melawan rs sayang aku dekat org tu. sehari x tengok muka dia, aku boleh jd gelisah.

wpun aku ada someone skrg tp aku masih syg gak kt org tu. aku syg gak kt org yg aku kapel at the moment tp rs syg aku kt mamat nih berkurang disebabkan kejadian hari tu. utk org tu, saya syg awak teramat-amat. i've fallen for you tp saya x nk dedahkan diri saya ni kt awak. hati ni jd sejuk & tenang tiap kali terlihat muka awak. saya x boleh nk dedahkan perasaan saya kt awak, mmg x boleh. lebih baik hal ni disenyapkan tp apa yg penting, biarlah saya sendiri tau yg saya mmg sayang pd awak.

aku masih mencari seorang individu yg betul2 sesuai utk aku. aku masih tercari-cari my mr. right... hopefully, satu hari kelak aku akan jumpa yg sesuai utk aku & yg menerima aku seadanya.

p.s: currently listening to "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih" song...

migrain

Posted by siti_kay

malam semalam mmg sakit gler kepala ni. MIGRAIN punyer psl. huhuhu. mmg x dpt tido. subuh td baru dpt tido, itupun lepas room8 bg mkn ubat. mmg sakit dow... rs mcm nk pecah kepala otak ni pun ada. rs mcm kena hempap dgn batu pun ada. rs nk muntah pun ada. eh, salah. mmg aku pergi muntah pagi td...x thn dow dgn kepeningan melampau tu!

room8 soh aku g klinik tp aku mcm mls jer. aku tau budak tu genti marah kalau tahu aku x g klinik. instead of g klinik, aku g blok G jumpa KP ngan other lecturers tp semua xde la pulak. lepas tu g bc news kt library seperti biasa. kepala ni masih berdenyut sbnrnya tp mls nk bising2 cakap sakit. thn jer la sakit. buat2 senyum, so xde la nmpk mcm sakit, kan? hohoho.

aku nak habiskan study chapter 4 utk subjek BS tp mcm mls...aku nk study measurement tp aku mls gak...carry mark satu pun belom kuar. panik aku kalau mcm ni. aku nk wat target & perancangan utk exam nih. wei, carry mark cpt2 la ko kuar. hurmmm

tata.

p.s: room8 dh tido. aku nk kacau budak nih. haha. xde la, biarlah budak tu tido. sian ngan budak tu, baru lepas bertarung dgn kertas kat antartika. hahaha