Saya Budak QS

i'm in the period of "reconstructing" my life back. i'm trying to rebuild the new me. for my dear friends, yes i've been so emo last few days. it was not caused by the effect of breaking up or having a quarrel with family or friends. it was all about me. i'm having my lowest level of confidence & exceeding my maximum level of stress & emoness at the moment. i'm very very very down.

i'm deleting my painful memories & i'm shutting off my previous life. i want to forget everything although it was a happy ones. now i'm considering myself having 0% of memory. i will now begin at my lowest level in order to reach the happiness that i've been looking for. i really thanks to those who has been so supportive & willing to hear my probs. thanks so much.

secretive & mysterious? YES.
i will be more secretive & mysterious. less talkative unlike usual and i mean it this time. i'll be quite selective this time where i'll only be so talkative only to some individuals. why i'm acting such way? it's all about trustworthy. for example, there's no used for asking someone to keep your secrets when that persons then leaked it to someone else and then it may caused fight to you & your beloved friends. it is okay if you're leaking a secret about studies or etc but when it comes to personal matters, it is better to be silent on it. okay, enough of it!

oh, january! please come faster. i hate this holiday! and starting from today, i gotta work hard in order to achieve my new determination.

i deleted my previous post. don't ask why.

SILENCE IS THE BEST REMEDY~

silent mode in ON.

i can't stand it anymore!

my heart is sick & i feel annoyed by some people!

that's it! i'm going to erase those annoying individuals from my mind & my life!

don't ask what happened and why i'm acting such way!

Salam Aidil Adha Buat Semua Umat Islam

okay, this is my latest layout. i love it so much although the colours are dull. but it's ok as long as i love it. so, like i care what people would say. *evil laugh* hahaha

i had an awesome outing today. hanging out with syakur, cathe, phoebe, zarifah, azy & zarifah's friend, daus. eating & watching movie together. double thumbs up for 2012. the 3D effects was excellent. kecut perut doe tengok movie ni. hehehe. it was the best movie ever that i watched. never ever thought or imagine that the doomsday going to happen like the one in the movie. huhuhu. *insaf sebentar*. hoho

to be honest, my heart still feels the pain. alhamdulilah, i'm still able to resist it at the moment but how long can i hold the pain? huhuhu. patience., patience & patience. hold on to the key of patience. huhuhu =.= okay, forget about it now. don't think about it anymore and i'm sorry for my actions for the last few days. i'm kinda sensitive lately. =/

oh ya, i'm currently addicted to "Let Me Hear Your Voice by Big Bang" & "I Don't Care by 2NE1". hehehe. sometimes, i'm considering myself as korean freak. hahaha. LOL. thanks to someone that introduced me to the world of korean entertainment. hahaha. btw, i can't upload the videos for both songs due to some errors. huhu.

p.s: holidays kinda bored. huhuhu.

akhirnya, aku dpt peluang yg aku betol2 nak.
thanks kat mak & ayah. <3
saya janji akan jaga diri bila kt sana nanti ek. don't worry.

hurm, x sbr tunggu bulan januari. hehehe.
happy gler ni.

jgn hairan la kalau tengok post saya pendek2 jer.
mls nk tulis pjg2, bak kata org "keep it short & simple".
hehehe
and esok, saya akan keluar merayau dgn kekawan. happy2.
boleh mengubat sebentar hati yg masih sedih ni. hoho

move on siti. u gotta move on.
leave all the pain behind.
there will be rainbows that going to shine your life.